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JILL VALENTINE

โ username: j.valentine
โ lives with leon & carlos (level two).
โ works at riposte investigations.
โ hand-to-hand and weapons trainer.
โ weapon modder/ammo creator.

โ prisma info/permissions + regains.
ยป text, audio, video, voicemail, deliveries, action, and overflows.
starmark: (PINGED โ˜† urge to nerd out rising)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-19 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. He's shorter than me.

[Everyone is shorter than him but that's not the point. The point is, he's watching Jill's face with the intensity of a field biologist studying a species and its behavior in the wild, and no, he's definitely not missing the signs as they flicker past.]

Okay. How did you meet him? What were you doing.
starmark: (BEHIND โ˜† is he posing in a parked car)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-19 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yeah. I know a couple people like that. My best friend was like that, too.

["Was" like that. Not "is" like that. It's a subtle yet significant difference, but it's also not one he dwells on. He's still too busy gauging, wanting to keep Jill talking.]

Air Force, huh. He flew planes? Like in a war?
starmark: (CALM โ˜† we're doing flips and shit)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-19 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. My great-grandpa flew planes in the war, that's just why I asked. He was, uh...RAF, I think. Not American.

[He tips his head a little to the side, watching her. After a moment, absently, he extends a hand and, in a flash, the purple blur behind him comes into view for the briefest of instants. In the next blink, he's holding a soda where his hand had been empty before.]

So is he the kind of best friend who knows everything about you?
starmark: (BWUH โ˜† those shoes with that shirt)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-19 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
What was what?

[He's not even thinking about it as he pops the tab on the soda and takes a drink, except that then it hits him and he has to catch himself before he chokes on the swig he'd just taken.]

Hang on. You can see him?

[A second face presses gently into the camera frame, this one considerably more purple than Jotaro's.]

You see something...uh, purple, I guess?
starmark: (CHARM โ˜† this is my caesar impression)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-19 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I think most people can't see him, so you shouldn't be able to either.

[Almost absentmindedly, he reaches up with the hand that isn't holding his soda and buries it in the purple gremlin's hair, ruffling it the way that one might do for a particularly playful dog.]

You keep talking about your unit, STARS. I'm kinda surprised he isn't more confused...because that's his name. Star.
starmark: (SMILE โ˜† nickelback reference intensifies)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-19 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Everything you do is acronyms, huh...

[Another hair-ruffle or two, and he withdraws his hand, leaving the purple figure to slowly settle back into awareness of its surroundings, peering at Jill through big blue eyes with dilated pupils.]

It's after the tarot card, The Star. He's...it's kind of complicated. But he's mine.
starmark: (PROUD โ˜† my daughter's such a badass)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-21 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
So you're saying Americans come up with all these long names and then it just happens that every time they're the right letters to have a catchy acronym? Every time?

[He's getting pretty used to names like that. Smartass, bastard man. They fit him well.]

He's the one who named Star, yeah. Had me pick one of his cards and that's the one that came up. It fits, though, so I guess he was right.
starmark: (REDDEN โ˜† my friends i am a tsun ami)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-23 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Who, me? I'm not fucking with you in the slightest.

[HE IS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING WITH HER, 100%.]

...But yeah. He said take one, and that'll be its name. His name. I looked it up later, and the Star means things like...hope. I guess the cards are kind of like a story? If you lay them all out, the meanings tell a story, or...something.

[Avdol is so much better at this, but he's trying, at least.]

Anyway. The big thing about the Star is that it comes right after the Tower, which I guess is like...a big upset. A cataclysm. Everything getting shaken up. And the idea is, after that happens you look up at the sky and see a star, and that's hope. I think that's what he meant. What kind of Star he is. When everything goes to shit, Star's still there for me.
starmark: (DOKI โ˜† oh shit tsun harder tsun harder)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-23 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
...I don't want to be that for anyone.

[Except that, as he goes quiet and descends deep into thought as he looks away in typical tsundere fashion, something happens to his expression — after a moment, a slight touch of warmth similar to Jill's own from before colors his features. A faint, personal smile, one that he doesn't even really realize is at the corners of his mouth.

Simply put: he's got a tell.]


There are better people to look at for something like that.
starmark: (INTROVERT โ˜† keep running up that hill)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-28 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
...I had this friend once.

[It's an interesting turn of phrase Jill chooses, and one that snatches his attention and won't let it go again: someone's holy grail. That was what the crusades were always about, wasn't it? People chasing after something, an ideal, spurred on by their need to reach it.

Cairo was their holy grail, to all outward appearances. But even before his mom got sick, Jiji's crusade was still there. For him it was always about Dio Brando, and the body of Jonathan Joestar. Polnareff's crusade was about his sister's killer.

What was Kakyoin's holy grail? Did he even have one? Had he really only done everything he did for the sake of following along on someone else's crusade? Or...had there been something, all along, and he just hadn't realized it...?]


He wasn't...an extension of me. But we could fight like it, sometimes. I knew what he would do. He knew what I would do. It made us good. Better together than if we were alone.

[He faced Dio alone. He forced him into a corner the way that only Kakyoin and his Hierophant could have...]

I wasn't there when he died. Sometimes I think if I had been, I could've done something. Sometimes I'm not so sure.

...I know that I was the one he was thinking of, when he died. I think I was his Star, right then. I don't think I deserve it, but I think that's what he thought.
starmark: (REGRET โ˜† no turning back no backing down)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-28 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Briefly, he catches himself wishing that this were still being done through text. It wouldn't change the confessions any, but it's somehow easier to get his thoughts out of his head when his voice isn't involved. He wishes, sometimes, that he knew why that is. It shouldn't be any different, in theory, but it is.

But Jill...Jill deserves a real answer, he knows. She's easier than most to open up to. And he hasn't forgotten the way she looked in the grocery store, that flash of something distant and melancholy that he'd understood all too well.]


You're okay to talk to.

[He's not looking at her, but this time it looks more like he's hanging his head than avoiding her gaze. He's mumbling, too, but not to the point of being incoherent.]

And I think you get it. That...kind of thing. People who haven't...had their whole world change, because of something that happened, they don't get it. Not really. But I think you do. Because something bad happened to you, and it changed everything for you, too.

...Right?
starmark: (AVERT โ˜† okay so maybe i fucked that up)

[personal profile] starmark 2019-12-28 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
You said four years is — you said, give or take four years. That you were a prisoner.

[Which means it wasn't four years at some indeterminate point in her history, four years with space in-between to let it fade into the past. That means four years ago something bad happened to Jill and she's been paying for it ever since, except that now she's here instead of there.

Fifty days is a lot different than four years. But the suddenness of it...yeah. Yeah, he gets that.]


I thought what happened to you was like what happened to me, but — maybe you're right, that what you went through is closer to what he did. Maybe I'm the one who knows how Chris feels. And you're the one who knows how Kakyoin felt.

[He rubs a hand over his face, mostly to hide his expression, disliking how raw and how vulnerable he feels, voicing this.]

I wish I could tell him I'm sorry. I don't know if he'd even want to hear that. Would you...?

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