I hate that you just asked me that and I refuse to answer.
I mean, people change. Sometimes the transition might take longer, but it doesn't mean you don't deserve it.
I spent a long time as a prisoner. I forgot what simple comforts were like. I might just go home and not make it out alive and it's been difficult to adjust, but I don't want to be miserable. Sometimes it feels overpowering. But I'm trying to accept that it's alright. That I'm not a bad person. And I deserve the break I've been given here.
I'm sure it doesn't help, not knowing if you might leave. But you're a good person, Jotaro. Try to let yourself enjoy it. Give yourself room to breathe and think, take a long walk if you need to. Keep training with me, get rid of that pent-up tension. Might take a while but I think you'll be alright.
Anyway, sorry for saying so much -- and assuming. I've got your back, so you don't have to figure it out alone.
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I mean, people change. Sometimes the transition might take longer, but it doesn't mean you don't deserve it.
I spent a long time as a prisoner. I forgot what simple comforts were like. I might just go home and not make it out alive and it's been difficult to adjust, but I don't want to be miserable.
Sometimes it feels overpowering.
But I'm trying to accept that it's alright. That I'm not a bad person. And I deserve the break I've been given here.
I'm sure it doesn't help, not knowing if you might leave. But you're a good person, Jotaro. Try to let yourself enjoy it. Give yourself room to breathe and think, take a long walk if you need to. Keep training with me, get rid of that pent-up tension.
Might take a while but I think you'll be alright.
Anyway, sorry for saying so much -- and assuming. I've got your back, so you don't have to figure it out alone.